Archive for June, 2006

Friday, June 16th, 2006
Gemini

The Bottom Line

Small situations irk you disproportionately today, but keep your composure anyway.

In Detail

It’s going to be a day of exaggerated reactions to everyday situations — if someone cuts in front of you in line, it will feel like a personal attack, and if someone smiles in your general direction, it may feel like love. As you can imagine, things could get out of hand quickly. Composure is the key to keeping your cool and not doing anything you may regret later. As long as you disregard the smaller interactions you have with people, you’ll be fine.

Kamusta first day mo sa school Junjun?

Tuesday, June 13th, 2006

OK! So late ako kanina sa klase ni Sir Nic Tiongson. Just great! Buti na lang first day! hehehe. Nagla- lock daw siya ng pinto e. Once kasi na-lock na yung pinto absent ka na. Whew buti na lang! Grabe lecture agad and exam agad next week. But then again, namangha ako sa talino ni Sir Tiongson, just cannot miss every word he said kanina. Hopefully I can keep up with the whole theory and criticism sa buong sem, you know, i’m kinda lazy when it comes to readings and stuff.

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After the class, naglakad kami ni Andre papunta sa may Faculty center, a kilometer away from Masscom. Kinuha namin class cards and papers namin. Nakakatawa lang we found out na Karl’s (our friend in the class) middle name is Capuchino! Cool noh! Anyways, we went to Bernal Gallery to get Kacey’s videocam na pinaayos ko kay Kuya William last Thursday. Nagkataon dun pala ginawa ng Cinema (film org) yung block handling ng freshies na film so Andre decided to stay. Bumalik ako ng Masscom to meet *toot* sana kaya lang di siya makarating. Umulang ng malakas. Super lakas parang wala ng bukas.

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Ang init tuloy sa may film lobby kasi ang humid. Yung mga tao nagdasa para sumilong. I decided then to eat lunch na lang with my classmates (and orgmates) sa lobby. Ininform ako ni Kriz na may lunch for RA’s (reg assts.) so kumain kami dun sa grad office sa may annex. Medyo nabusog ako dun at narealize ko na napadami ako ng kain so medyo ang kupal ng feeling ko. Kinain nila Trixie at Apol yung minatamis na saging na may sago na dala ko. Buti na lang nabawasan, kasi antime moment kanina, sasabog na ako. Hehehehe.

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People went back to their classes so kanina sa film lobby naiwan ako at ilang friends. Yosi lang ako while doing some stuffs then kuwentuhan galore lang kami tungkol kay maam chen at kung gano siya kaganda. hehehe.

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Mga round 3pm, maaraw na ulit so tambay ako sa steel benches para antayin si Dax na mag-fishball kami. Ka-bonding ko lang kanina sina Sanya, Prech, Rina, Patty and the others. Kuwentuhan kung anu-ano!   

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Then change crowd ako kanina. Umakyat ako sa railings para magyosi then kuwentuhan naman kami nina emman at ni pia. Kung anu-ano rin pinagkuwentuhan namin halatang walang magawa. Drama, comedy, suspense, horror, na-tackle na ata namin lahat kanina! hahahaha! Then datingan yung mga tao! Biglang dumating si Asta, so kuwentuhan ulit kami kasi tagal namin di nagkita at nag-overview ako sa kanya ng mga nangyari. Datingan na rin mga Cinema people, sina Leo, Tonet, Nep, KZ at marami pang iba… ayun kulitan at super ingayan lang ginawa namin.

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Sa wakas ay nagpakita na si Dax pero umulan naman. So napilitan kami na bumili na lang ng yosi sa Music. Biglang kita namin si Andre at Icang! Umaatikabong gaguhan lang ang mga naganap. Para akong di busy sa mga kinikilos ko. Sayang ako ng oras pero masaya.

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Umuwi na rin si Dax kaya napag isip kong sumama kina Icang, KZ at Andre na mag Starbucks, tutal ininvite nila ako. Grabe ingay namin sa dyip. Masaya kuwentuhan kanina. Napainom pa ako ng Hot chocolate na nakalimutan ko patanggal yung gatas kasi lactose intolerant ako (hayun kinabag ako kanina). Nakita ko rin yung isa kong friend na bandista sa Twisted Halo, kamustahan lang then pinakilala niya ako sa friend niyang *ahem* hahahaha Then dumating isang Cinemaster na si Rye (sana tama spelling ko)  pinakilala sa akin nila Icang, and ok naman siya kausap. Kamukha niya si Mike Mesia, that’s why kaya pala! *ahem* hahahaha :) Pero astig! Sarap mag-Starbucks kung astig mga kasama mo, walang kiyeme at masaya lang kayo magkuwentuhan at magharutan.

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Medyo late na rin so we decided to call it a day. I bid na rin my friend na katabi lang namin ng table. Sinamahan ko na si Icang dun sa sakayan ng dyip ng katips, tapos gulat kami sumunod si Rye (sana lang talaga tama yung spelling!)  and sumabay na kay Icang!

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*umubo at naglabas ng flem* hahaha Anyways round mga 830 nakasakay na ako ng dyip pauwi nang may makatabi akong bata. Kala ko bitbit nung katabi kong matanda. yun pala namamlimos na bata. Wala kasi sa itsura tsaka malinis compared  to the palaboys. Nung makita ko yung mukha niya OMG kamukhang kamukha niya yung batang artists ko sa pelikula kong "Pigtas" Lumambot puso ko binigyan ko siya ng money (medyo malaki laki) then nakipag kuwentuhan ako sa kanya (you know, usual stuff, ano pangalan, san nakatira) habang nakatingin yung ibang pasahero (halata yung iba diri dun sa bata and nagtataka kung bakit ko binigyan ng pera and bat ko kinakausap *mga ipokrits you all!*) Na-convince ko na rin na umuwi na yung kid, pano ba naman kasi sumakay ng Marikina and nakatira siya sa Cubao. So babay siya sa akin. Awww. Naalala ko si Ken (artista ko, see the pic below sa previous blog ko), na-miss ko tuloy

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When I got home medyo masama na yung pakiramdam ko, eto umuubo. Must be the rain den, nabasa kasi ako kanina. Then may something pa sa dila ko kaya hirap ako kumain, medyo may swollen part. Binukasan ko na lang yung computer and sinumulan ko na mag-transcribe ng dokyu ko. Kelangan ko kasi ma-complete agad dahil na rin sa pangigipit ni portus na probi ako dahil sa isang incomplete (e andami ko kilala 2-3 incomplete di naman probi, majors din naman yung mga na-inc nila) unfair talaga ako tuloy nara-rush tapusin yung dokyu ko (na supposedly may 1-year grace period). tumigil lang ako upang panuorin ang last episode ng Jewel in the Palace at inantay ang 12 am para libre internet. hehehehe

————————————————————————————————- bukas ulit big day and im not feeling well. Natetempt ako di pumasok at i-cancel ang lahat ng engagement ko tomorrow. Pag isipan ko muna.

ayus! sige bukas ulit!

‘Pigtas’ Coming Soon!!!

Monday, June 12th, 2006

Hanggang saan ang limitasyon ng iyong isipan? Hanggang saan ka tatagal?

Abangan ang muling pagbabalik ni Junjun sa director’s cut ng maikling pelikulang "PIGTAS"

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Pigtas

Maraming salamat sa mga tumulong at sumuporta sa aking pelikula! Dahil sa inyo nagkalakas ako ng loob upang ipagpatuloy ang pelikulang ito at i-reedit! Salamat din sa mga pumuna at nag-claim na ginaya ko ang pelikula nila! Kahit pangit, publisidad pa rin! Maraming salamat sa paghatak sa akin pababa! Di ko kayo makakalimutan!

Idol!

Monday, June 12th, 2006

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ART STUD 177 Paper (for back-up)

Monday, June 12th, 2006

THE IMAGES OF WOMEN IN THE PHILIPPINE SOCIETY AS REFLECTED THROUGH THE 8 SELECTED FILIPINO FILMS
(Tunay Na Ina, Ibong Adarna, Dawn of Freedom, Anak Dalita, Nunal sa Tubig, Insiang, Kisapmata, and Scorpio Nights)

Women in the Philippine society have come a long way since the pre-colonial times. Before the Spanish conquistadores came, it has been noted that women had some degree of power and status, if we are to base it on anthropological evidences. According to historian Rosalinda Pineda-Ofreneo, these evidences are expressed and preserved in oral literature and tradition among ethnic communities. They held respectable positions such as the local priestess called babaylan, or the spiritual leader and healer of the community. They also preserve the history of the community through oral traditions, a “holder of wisdom” at that, as Marjorie Pineda puts it in her paper “The Writer and Her Roots.” Furthermore, if we are to believe the legend of Princess Urduja, the warrior princess from the kingdom of Tawalisi (the now Pangasinan province), women, at one point, also became rulers of kingdoms in the region, and we just cannot ignore their historical significance. In addition, anthropological facts marked that the “workplace” was then shared by both sexes. Women, thus, have experienced a sense of respect and equality during that period. But then again as life flourished, a system of private ownership took place and became the “advent of slavery and debt peonage” and at the same time led to the “historical downfall” of women (Ofreneo, 1992).
When the Spaniards came, they created “a new social structure dominated by the frailocracy and buttressed by a corresponding culture.” The religious influence became overpowering, fostering unqualified obedience to all forms of authority: colonial government, Church, landlord, and father (Ofreneo, 1992). Hence, the “Patriarchal” structure was established and the phallic Cross and Sword from the West were introduced, which eye-bleedingly desecrated the image of women as the “community’s spiritual healer and the holder of the knowledge,” consequently, according to Andrea Dworkin, creating a system of power that is “male-supremacist.” This means that the society is organized in the assumption that men are superior to women and that women are inferior to men. Patriarchy, moreover, has worked hard to prevent the eruption of the mythically feared return of the matriarchy which may allow to stand in place of the Law of the Father (Kaplan, 1983), therefore, producing the “silent and subservient Filipina hovering between kitchen, church and cradle” during Spanish times.
In a span of 300 years, the Spaniards have successfully injected an alien culture in the Filipino bloodstreams, which brought in changes and innovations in the political, economic and cultural field. They brought in the country the, then, world craze—the Cinema, which played a big role in changing the landscape of women and expanding the patriarchal anarchy. One major factor for this is the “male gaze” concept. Feminist film theorists working through textual analysis have explored such issues as gendered spectatorship, and that the male gender, more often than not, consciously or unconsciously adopts a “masculine subject position” on the subject plot, camera work, editing and even on the female object of desire. Elayne Rapping supported the idea, that film medium traditionally assumes a “male gaze,” and that the implied audience is the male moviegoer who is assumed to identify with the male hero and to view the female protagonist as object, not subject, meaning women viewers have been placed in a compromising position. They are seduced into identifying with the male point of view, the male protagonist. Thus creating in the latter years, the two sides of the coin– two extreme, stereotypical negative portrayals of Filipino women: “the martyr” and “the whore” (Agbayani, 1991), the women of passiveness (who are rewarded) and women of transgressiveness (who are punished) (Walker and Goldner, 1995) and the “polarization of women’s images”, where the extremes are embodied in the ever-virtuous bida (protagonist), who is self-sacrificing, pure and innocent, and the slutty and sex-crazed contrabida (antagonist), who inflicts endless suffering on the hapless heroine (Jimenez-David, 2005). Consequently, women by being constantly portrayed as passive, limiter in their capacities come to accept a “discounted image of themselves” (Agbayani, 1991), living on a belief that women are “omen.” which render them vulnerable to manipulation, indeed to exploitation, making the Cinema, a “powerful tool” because it holds up “a mirror to nature”, hence our dependence on it for the reflection of events would petrify us when we encounter them in real life (Tiongson, 1986).
In 1898, Spain went to a “mock” war against the United States after forging a $20 million deal of ownership of the Philippines as stated in the Treaty of Paris. After an exhausting several years of waging in a war of pacification against the Filipino nationalists, the country officially became a U.S. colony in 1899. And after almost 50 years of rule, the imperialist Japanese came in, took over the country and created a puppet government. As they say, the rest is history. But it has been obvious that (his)tory took its toll on women’s position in the society, as depicted in the Filipino films because women are constructed through the effects of language and representation (Alice Doesn’t, 1982). And that, Pareja noted, the pelikula was their cathartic experience.
The early films in the Philippines rooted to the influences brought by the conquistadores, such as the moro-moro and zarzuela. Men played the superior being, the ruler, or any term that will justify “his greatness.” Women, on the other hand, played the (m)other, or the partner. The first noted Filipino actress, Chananay Balbino, started the plight of the stereotyped women in Philippine cinema when she portrayed Teodora Alonzo, the domesticated mother of the national hero in the 1912 film “The Life and Death of Dr. Jose Rizal.” Also in the same year, Titay Molina, the wife of Edward Meyer Gross, owner of the Rizalina Film Manufacturing Company, appeared in the film “Dr. Jose Rizal,” as Josephine Bracken, the faithful lover of Dr. Jose Rizal. Women were portrayed, since then, as the weaker sex, the power behind the throne, the passive mother, the servant of man, the convent-bred, and the martyr.
According to Larry Gross, mass media stereotypes selectively feature and reinforce some of the available roles and images for women. It has been found out that there are certain patterns of stereotyping the Filipina in the society through the Filipino films. Pennie Azarcon-dela Cruz, in her paper on the images of women in Philippine cinema, enumerated the following impressions about women which emerged from her study of ten selected Tagalog movies:
1. Women are dependent on men for protection from danger; men are their ubiquitous saviors in any entanglement.
2. A woman’s happiness and fulfillment are found only in a man, and only when she is faithful to him.
3. A woman needs to be chaste to be worthy of a man’s love.
4. “Good women” are kind and forgiving, docile and submissive, totally devoted and self-sacrificing to their families.
5. Women are not capable of transforming themselves for the better.
6. Women are often the downfall of men.
7. Women are materialistic and ambitious.
8. Women are sex objects, whose role is to satisfy a man’s sexual needs and to respond to his come-ons.
9. Women are totally preoccupied with winning and keeping their men
10. Women are gullible and stupid.
The image that comes across the screen is that, “women are weak-willed, passionate and emotional, easily swayed by unbridled sexuality and by lovers” (Azarcon-dela Cruz, 1998). The bad news is that in the nearly century-old history of Philippine films, women have found their real-life choices and aspirations imprisoned in these extremes of image. There is very little room, even in present-day Philippine society, for women to express both sentimentality and sexuality, to have the freedom to express sexual choices and preferences without inviting social opprobrium and moral condemnation (Jimenez-David, 2005).

ONE SIDE OF THE COIN: WOMAN AS THE MARTYR
Pareja stated that the suffering of women was equated by “virtuousness” in the early Filipino films to project the desired image of Filipino womanhood on the screen; being “passive” should be rewarded in exchange of having become necessary to beset her with every conceivable emotional, physical and spiritual dilemma which transformed the heroine into a veritable martyr. In Octavio Silos’ 1939 film Tunay na Ina, of which is set in a backdrop of the dichotomy of classes of the rich and the poor (an element of the traditional drama which the cinema inherited), the suffering woman is an unwed mother, Magdalena (of which name was patterned to the biblical character with the image of a fallen but repentant woman). We can see from here how the hierarchy worked when her father took away her baby because the society cannot accept somebody like her, and that it would likely tarnish his reputation. She cannot do anything but to give in to her father’s “desire” because it has always been the “standard,” and to go against it is like destroying the pillar of the society’s moral code. In addition, she also gave in to the villainous Antonio’s (the one who violated her) threat and extortion because she cannot afford to lose her husband (who eventually found out about her past and left her) –an image of a woman that dictates her that she has to be “chaste” to deserve love from a man. At the end of the film, Roberto, Magdalena’s husband approaches her and offers a plea for reconciliation after Magdalena has fallen to her lowest point. Unfortunately, the suffering woman, a victim of a thoughtless villain, needs the forgiveness of an understanding hero to cleanse her past (Del Mundo, 1998). There is also a similar case in Mike De Leon’s 90-min. Kisapmata (1982) wherein Charito Solis role as the submissive wife is silenced by the domineering Vic Silayan. The film is also set on a backdrop of “disturbing dichotomy between technical wealth and thematic poverty. (David, 1990)” Nollaig O’Reilly Byrne and Imelda Colgan McCarthy stated in their essay, that the isolating and silencing of women and children is intrinsically connected to the prevailing political and economic system of patriarchy. We can see that archetypal symbol in Kisapmata wherein the family is positioned in the dining area in a “triangular manner (imitating the Holy Trinity),” having Vic Silayan on top of the “triangle” implying a political and economic power as the father, patterned after the biblical belief. Moreover, the two films mentioned above, are similar in a way that the role of the mother and her relationship to her daughter was challenged. In Tunay na Ina, it became a challenge for Magdalena to gain her daughter’s love and respect after years of separation. In Kisapmata, on the other hand, Charito Solis was challenged that she cannot afford to lose her daughter, Charo Santos, because her husband will harm her, but was, also, in competition with her daughter for the love of his husband, which reflects the growing incidence of incest in the country. The mother and daughter are represented through a play on the “opposition of the erotic and domestic (Nead, 1992).”
In Abe Yutaka and Gerardo de Leon’s propaganda film, Dawn of Freedom, (1944) a mother is so grateful to a Japanese soldier after saving her son Tony that she appealed to her other son, Lt. Garcia to lay down their arms and return to their homes. In a certain perspective, it’s a weak point at that because it justified the stereotyped image of women being dependent on men for protection from danger, and that men are their ubiquitous saviors in any entanglement. Another fact that the stereotyped woman has to face is that in order to be considered as a “good woman,” she has to be kind and forgiving, docile and submissive, totally devoted and self-sacrificing to their families. Women live in a society ruled by the father, in which the place of the mother is repressed. “Motherhood and how to live it or not to live it, lies at the root of the dilemma (Kaplan, 1983).” Moreover, Annie Lau presses on her statement that nowhere in traditional families is the gender divide more pronounced in terms of access to power than in the area of physical and sexual abuse. It is often the marginal family, unconnected to supportive family networks, that presents with major difficulties in these areas.

OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN: WOMAN AS THE WHORE / SEX OBJECT
Marilou Diaz-Abaya cited that the traditional Filipino heroine of yesteryears’ movies look and dresses like Mother Mary and talks like Maria Clara but has come a long way since then. In the same note, Jose Nepomuceno contrasted the young woman of his own generation during the Spanish times- shy, demure, soft-spoken and fragile within the emerging “Americanized” women of the bodabil era. He added that from convent-bred to university coed was a big leap for the Filipina who had become educated in the raps of Western world (Pareja, 1998). It is a fact that it started in the American colonization when women became liberated and open-minded and continue to “learn” until the present time. But the biological determinists still believe precisely what the theologians believe: that woman exist to be sexually used by men, to reproduce and to keep the cave clean, and to obey (Dworkin, 1995), an “object” in other word. Women in Vicente Salumbides and Manuel Conde’s Ibong Adarna (1941) were one of the earliest examples of women being treated as objects or commodities trapped in the patriarchal structure of monarchy. The princesses have to be beautiful, should aim for perfection, to earn a place in the heart of the princes. Prinsesa Leonora, for example, cannot do anything but to release Prinsipe Juan from his vow when she realizes the he is in love with Prinsesa Maria. She opted to go with the villainous Prinsipe Pedro because he has chosen her to be with him—a justified image of a woman like a “doll,” being passed around and that she cannot have an opinion because she is only a “doll (perceived only to give “pleasure” to her owner).”
Furthermore, in Lamberto Avellana’s 1956 Anak Dalita, Rosa Rosal portrayed the role of a prostitute, justifying the image of the woman as a “whore” through her physical appearance. She gets caught up with a man who is in involved in smuggling activities. If we are to follow the rule of the narrative structure of the melodrama genre, the society and the class structure will have to judge her because her work “stereotypes” her as immoral and groups her to the lower class, and that she have to be punished (her younger brother was killed by the leader of the gangster) for her to learn her lessons. The narrative structure of a (patriarchal) film (as a medium) is set on a convention that someone who acts against the moral fiber of the society has to be punished, until then she can be redeemed. Elsa Jones supported the fact that we are dealing the problem of how the culture constructs and instructs these gendered identities.
Ishmael Bernal’s Nunal sa Tubig (1976), Lino Brocka’s Insiang (1976) and Peque Gallaga’s Scorpio Nights (1985), share the same claustrophobic backdrop of poverty. Women, thus, in these films are caught within the structure of power: of who are capable to kill (Scorpio Nights), who have the resources (Nunal sa Tubig) and who have the strength (Insiang). The male-driven power suffocates them, and takes advantage of their body. The female nude within patriarchy thus signifies that the women have come under the government of male style (Nead, 1992).
In Scorpio Nights, it can be derived that there was an overemphasis on the image of the Filipina as a sex object. A woman was caught in between the two over-sexed alpha males, who clashed over her attention, which resulted to double murder and a suicide. Even at the death of the woman (Ann Marie Gutierrez), she was still used by his insane husband (Orestes Ojeda) to gratify his own sexual hunger, a very graphic image of woman as a sex object. In male-supremacist terms, Dworkin defined sex as phallic sex, which is often called possession or conquest or taking. A woman’s body is taken or conquered on possessed or-to use another supposedly sexy synonym- violated and the means of the taking or possessing or violating is penile penetration.
On the other hand, Insiang depicted 2 women (Mona Lisa and Hilda Koronel), a mother-daughter relationship, in a tension-filled love triangle with a slum goon Dado. In his big frame, he can physically and emotionally control the 2 women. He was not satisfied having a relationship with the mother, and so shifted his attention to the daughter and raped her. Because of what happened, Hilda Koronel tried to get out of the slum area but his boyfriend Rex Cortez does not want to. So she had no choice but to go back to her own “prison” and devised a plan to get even to Dado. She has built an image of the “femme fatale” or the woman of seductive charm who leads men into compromising or dangerous situations. She involves herself in a relationship to infuriate her mother, who eventually killed the macho. Mario Hernando explained that Insiang is a powerful film for its portrayal of ghetto life in Manila and how it has corrupted and changed a young woman. From being depicted as merely submissive, the way Filipino women was sold and packaged to conform to the demands of a captive audience, the woman she has finally become- one who fights back for her principles and the causes that she believes are right and just, even as she asserts her own values and independence (Pareja, 1998).
Bernal’s Nunal sa Tubig depicts a poor island, claustrophobic at that, which is slowly being polluted by the growth of the industry in the town on the bigger neighboring island. Lumbera noted that the film is “a weave of an existentialist metaphor” about the absurdity of life and how the simplicity of the village folk allows them to endure personal, natural and social calamities without a whimper. What’s interesting to look at is how the love triangle of the characters developed as the film rolls and how the contrast of the two women evolved in the film. The 2 women differ in image yet stereotypical of a typical Filipina. Jamin is a sailor who wants to get away the island. Chedeng, a trained midwife served as the “whore/ sex object” as she fulfills Jamin’s sexual needs and attention. Maria, Chedeng’s friend, served, on the other hand, as “the martyr”, as she looks at Jamin as an anchor that would make her existence meaningful as housewife. Jamin marries her out of guilt, when she delivered a still born which challenged her sanity.
It is revealing that in all these films, women are the “underdog, the poverty-stricken” character (Azarcon-dela Cruz, 1998) giving the lead males, who are often cast as well-to-do benefactor, a chance to do good. Female representation in the Philippine Cinema through the years has been trapped in certain stereotypes that usually do not empower women gender. Film historian Nick Deocampo explained that the women’s lives are condemned to the stifling routine of everyday work. Any chance to escape into another reality where their troubles are resolved through wish fulfillment is welcome. He added that, these practices are so deeply entrenched that despite the evolving status women have slowly forged in contemporary society, it is hard to find any major change in their representation in the movies.” Furthermore, it has been noted that the limited range of lifestyles available to Filipino women in local films likewise gives credence to the observation that the treatment of women in film is more than just a question of art and entertainment. Woman in patriarchal culture is generally represented as the negative of man, the normal, and the mutilated other. But that does not make women castrated; nor does it ensure that women see themselves only in those terms (Moscovici, 1996), after all, women today deserve the respect and equality that their previous ancestors enjoy.

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Burck, Charlotte and Speed, Bebe ed., Gender, Power and Relationships. London. 1995

David, Joel. The National Pasttime: Contemporary Philippine Cinema. Pasig City. 1990

Dela Cruz, Pennie-Azarcon, Images of Women in the Philippine Media: From Virgin to Vamp. Asian Social Institute, Taguig. 1998

De Laureatis, Teresa. Alice, Doesn’t: Feminism, Semiotics, Cinema: An Introduction. USA. 1984

Del Mundo Jr., Clodualdo. Native Resistance: Philippine Cinema and Colonialism 1898-1941. Manila: De La Salle Press. 1998.

Dines, Gail and Humez, Jean ed., Gender, Race and Class in Media: A Text-Reader. Oaks, CA, USA. 1995

Jimenez-David, Rina. Breaking Out of Stereotypes. Retrieved in the World Wide Web on May 15, 2006 http://news.inq7.net/opinion/index.php?index=2&story_id=57459&col=79

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Ang Paborito kong “Halimaw sa Banga”

Monday, June 12th, 2006

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Pangit ang Sitak!

Sunday, June 11th, 2006

Nakakatawa lang kung bakit nag-comment si Archie Alemania sa Digital Tour na pag napanuod natin yung ‘SITAK’ ni Liza Cornejo, mag-iiba tingin namin sa taxi driver? Ganun ba kaganda yung Sitak para mag iba yung tingin namin sa taxi driver? or ganun kapangit? Kung magre-review ka sana Archie, wag ka mag-iwan ng vague comments! Obviously you haven’t seen the film (na nagfi-feeling) and good for you dahil pangit siya tlaga! hehehe

Usapang may Topak! Kabanata Dalawa

Thursday, June 8th, 2006

***pasensha na ang ilang bahagi ay di maaring i-reveal dahil sikreto :) Ang ilang bahagi na blangko ay mga smileys na di na register

nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:15:24 PM): musta bosing?
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:16:00 PM): ayos lang ako
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:16:02 PM): ikaw?
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:16:23 PM): ok lang, artistahin pa din!
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:17:13 PM): ayos a
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:18:58 PM): kamusta lovelife mo papa
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:22:44 PM): wala ng ungkatan ng love life mamya mabasa ko na lang bukas sa abante, love life ko e
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:22:54 PM): ikaw ang kamusta ang love life?
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:22:56 PM):
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:28:18 PM): uy bosing me tanong ako, baka me alam kayo na *toot*

nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:28:43 PM): *toot*

ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:28:48 PM): pang de buena familia
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:28:54 PM): korek!
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:29:08 PM): sa probinsya sa *toot*

nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:29:14 PM): atsitse
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:29:15 PM): bahay ng gobernador
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:29:21 PM): sana sa metro manila lang
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:29:34 PM): o kaya rizal area
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:29:38 PM): or antipolo
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:30:04 PM): baka me kilala kayo na trip *toot*

nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:30:05 PM):
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:30:09 PM): tatanong tanong ako
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:30:23 PM): kaninong *toot* yan
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:30:40 PM): *toot*
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:30:48 PM): 5 *toot* ako
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:30:55 PM): ayos a
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:30:57 PM): kaya medyo inuuna ko mahirap
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:31:11 PM): honga e, wala ako nakuha acting
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:31:25 PM): pero oks na rin, orig kong trabaho *toot tsaka *toot* e
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:31:32 PM): tanong mo si lyle. yumgh pinag shootingan ng kyla video
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:31:42 PM): new manila ata
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:31:46 PM): alin yun, yung hanggang ngayon?
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:31:53 PM): ni kyla?
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:32:01 PM): yung me ipis ipis
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:32:02 PM): ?
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:32:17 PM): yun!
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:32:23 PM): cge tanong ko nga.
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:32:31 PM): hirap maghanap ng *toot* lang budget e
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:32:34 PM): challenge!
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:32:53 PM): bente mil yung huli kong kinontak ngayon
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:32:59 PM): talentado ka naman jan e
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:33:09 PM): isang araw lang?
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:33:19 PM): un nga e. kaya lang pangmasa appeal ko hindi pang buena de familia
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:33:29 PM): yep, isang araw
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:33:45 PM): baka di ka nag salaming pseudo intellectual?
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:33:54 PM): alin kanina?
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:33:54 PM): wag ka mag shorts
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:33:58 PM):
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:34:11 PM): tinanggal ko lang kanina
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:34:27 PM): papawisan ako e. dyahe sa fans
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:37:38 PM): praktisin mo yung smile na bumubukas ang bibig
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:37:38 PM): mala robin da roza
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:38:05 PM):
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:38:18 PM):  panu yun
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:39:44 PM): i bwelo mo muna sa pagsabi ng light na "bow" tapos half smile sa dulo "bowl"
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:39:51 PM): "bowl-ah"
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:39:59 PM): try mo junjun
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:40:53 PM): 
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:41:03 PM): nagpauto naman ako
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:41:45 PM): tignan mo muna sa salamin
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:41:58 PM): heto nga, me salamin sa tabi ko
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:42:01 PM): sinubukan ko
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:42:30 PM): kaya lang ang laki ng panga ko e. lumalabas pa double chin ko
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:42:32 PM): dyahe
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:42:34 PM): bowl as in rice bowl
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:42:34 PM):
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:42:49 PM):
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:42:54 PM): pag ganyan, draw the attention to the forehead
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:43:17 PM): pag nasa W ka na, taas mo kilay mo
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:43:29 PM):
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:43:44 PM): sabay bend your head slightly to the left
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:44:00 PM): boWLL
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:44:26 PM):  gets ko na. shet pang matinee idol a
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:44:28 PM):
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:44:33 PM): cool
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:44:43 PM): ano pa gusto mong look?
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:45:01 PM): kayo bahala bosing, kayo magdevelop ng image ko
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:45:03 PM):
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:45:18 PM): ok lang ba ako maglakad?
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:45:26 PM): ok basta pag sinabing "robin da roza" alam mo na a
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:45:42 PM): yes boss!
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:46:11 PM): ok lang pero masyado ka ata friendly lumakad
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:46:27 PM): lagyan mo ng konting suplado
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:46:41 PM): panu yun?
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:46:43 PM): as if mahina pandinig mo
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:46:56 PM): pag tinawag ka, wag lingon agad
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:47:01 PM): ahhh
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:48:04 PM): limit mo sway ng arms. parang lakad aryan race
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:48:30 PM): baka naman maging kamukha ko na si tilman niyan
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:51:21 PM): tapos bago ka makipag usap, mag beautiful eyes ka mag isa para mabasa yung mata mo ng konti
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:52:22 PM): pag kaharap mo na mga tao, meron kang sparkle sa mata
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:52:36 PM):
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:52:54 PM): ang sagwa naman non, pero sige
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:53:16 PM): basta magkaiba kami identity ni tonton
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:53:21 PM): ok saken
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:54:08 PM): wag mo pakita sa mga tao na nagbabasa ka ng mata
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:54:33 PM): cge gets
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:55:54 PM): ano gusto mong matinee idol name?
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:56:26 PM): john martinez
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:56:43 PM): sweet pero mature
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:56:57 PM): para di nalalayo sa junjun
ramon bautsta (6/8/2006 11:57:21 PM): naaalala ko si john regala e kahit pratts ang gusto ko isipin
nesty iced tea (6/8/2006 11:59:47 PM):  astig yun si john regala!
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:00:16 AM): kaw anu ba bagay sakin?
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:01:10 AM): pang matinee idol
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:02:00 AM): kontabidang adik na mataba yun
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:02:14 AM):
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:02:16 AM): sana yung pang kano
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:02:28 AM): hirap magshift from action star to matinee idol e
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:02:37 AM): kaw na bosing magbigay ng name
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:03:06 AM): todd, brett, keith, dwayne
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:03:12 AM): o kaya pang italian
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:06:20 AM):
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:06:32 AM): korniks.
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:06:53 AM):
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:10:00 AM): pasensha na dc ako hehehe
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:11:04 AM): parang yaw ko na ata magka- pangalan ng matinee idol panu na si Junjun?
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:12:35 AM): double identitly yan
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:12:58 AM): gawa tayo ng short film tungkol sayo
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:13:04 AM): parang self conflict
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:13:17 AM): minsan swabe, minsan brusko
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:13:27 AM): huh? tanggapin pa kaya ako ng sambayang pilipino? baka malito sila
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:13:30 AM):
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:13:51 AM): kaya nga ang launching mo ay yung short film na doble kara ka
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:15:07 AM): cge. basta sa ikagaganda ng takbo ng karir ko ok ako diyan
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:15:08 AM):
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:17:54 AM): akong bahala mag maneobra nyan
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:18:36 AM): ang hina ni jim libiran kung ako sa kanya bui build up in ko ako e
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:18:49 AM):  honga
nesty iced tea (6/9/2006 12:19:15 AM): suggest ka bagong show! yung may kapupulutang aral
ramon bautsta (6/9/2006 12:20:25 AM): dami ko sinuggest na astig shows lahat binasura e
nesty iced tea: nye
nesty iced tea: sayang naman
nesty iced tea: balik niyo strangebrew, hit yun pramis
nesty iced tea: tutal wala na ulit karir si tado sa ibang channel
ramon bautsta: wala na ba sya sa 2?
nesty iced tea: di visible. di ko lam kung meron pa nung ok fine whatever e
nesty iced tea: yun lang show nun
nesty iced tea: pero balita ko matsutsugi na yun e, lilipat si bayani agbayani sa siyete
ramon bautsta: corny naman si bayani e
ramon bautsta: pero mabait
nesty iced tea: medyo may pagkamayabang daw er
ramon bautsta: si edu magandang lalake
nesty iced tea: basta try and try until you succeed. Minsan pag nagkita kami ni sir jim, minsan paringgan ko na bakit walang "show" si monra
ramon bautsta: dun kita imo model
nesty iced tea: 
nesty iced tea: hehehe
ramon bautsta: yaan mo na si sir jim, yung gagawin nating mga pakulo nagpapatunay na superstar caliber tayo
nesty iced tea:  hehehe cge sabi mo e
nesty iced tea: sabihin ko pa naman sana sa mga orphanages ikaw ang hanap hanap at lagi nilang inaabangan sa channel 5 ang iyong pagbabalik  hedhehe
ramon bautsta: gusto ko ng siomai sa henlin
ramon bautsta: sana tiga dito ka lang
ramon bautsta: dun natin praktisin mga masel mo sa mukha
nesty iced tea: honga e. heheheh
nesty iced tea: papraktisin ko na lang mabuti
ramon bautsta: tandaan mo robin da roza is spelledb-o-w-l
nesty iced tea: yes bos! tapos  dapat lakad aryan race
nesty iced tea: cge bos sibat nako! maaga pa ako bukas e. papraktisin ko yung tinuro niyo sakin! 
ramon bautsta: ayos
ramon bautsta: beauty rest
nesty iced tea: gagu hehehe
nesty iced tea: honga! dapat di ako nagpapapuyat me iniingatan ako na image!
nesty iced tea: heheh
nesty iced tea: cge bos!
ramon bautsta: ayon
nesty iced tea: hehehe. cge babu!

Usapang may Topak! Kabanata Isa

Thursday, June 8th, 2006

**** some language are not suitable for very young audiences. Parental Guidance is adviced

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blackfox6385- Junjun Delgado

rvbauts2- Bosing Monra

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blackfox6385: bosing musta
blackfox6385: :))
rvbauts2: oist
rvbauts2: anoneh
blackfox6385: ok naman ako
blackfox6385: balita ko makaksex niyo si mystica sa pelikula ni sir ed a
blackfox6385: :))
rvbauts2: busy ako
rvbauts2: di pa ko pumapayag
blackfox6385: asus
blackfox6385: career move yun
blackfox6385: tanggapin niyo na!
blackfox6385: :))
rvbauts2: bat ikaw?
blackfox6385: di naman sakin inoffer yun e
blackfox6385: wag na
blackfox6385: strict parents ko, tsaka wholesome ako e
blackfox6385: :))
rvbauts2: bagay sayo yung boy next door roles
blackfox6385: gagi
blackfox6385: boy next door ka dyan
rvbauts2: wag ka na tumanggap ng goon roles
blackfox6385: e pano acting career ko?
rvbauts2: ipa plano nga natin e
blackfox6385: =))
blackfox6385: manager naba kita?
rvbauts2: sige ba
blackfox6385: :))
blackfox6385: sige
blackfox6385: kaw mag manage ng acting career ko
rvbauts2: ano ba ang goal mo?
rvbauts2: long term ha
blackfox6385: yumaman
blackfox6385: kaya nga jack-of-all-trades daw ako ika nga ni mam gigi
blackfox6385: lahat daw pinapasok ko
blackfox6385: :))
rvbauts2: nakanaman
blackfox6385: :))
blackfox6385: gusto ko lang naman ay fame and fortune
blackfox6385: kung san ako sisikat at yayaman dun ako
blackfox6385: :))
rvbauts2: baka ma nani-syndrome ka
blackfox6385: anu ba yun?
rvbauts2: sobrang multi talented, di na nya alam landas nya
blackfox6385: naku honga
rvbauts2: pili ka mga dalawang core specialization lang
blackfox6385: hhirap naman
rvbauts2: buti ka nga may pagpipilian e
blackfox6385: actually kung career talaga pag usapan, nakikita ko talga direktor ako pero ma-PR daw ako, kaya pwede din prod manager
blackfox6385: hobby ko lang acting, pero masya
blackfox6385: dahil siguro nag eenjoy lang ako sa larangang tinahak ko :))
blackfox6385: personal choice ko kasi to, hindi ng magulang ko di katulad ng iba
rvbauts2: ayus a
rvbauts2: may mga pinipigil ba ng magulang mag film?
blackfox6385: may mga kilala ako
rvbauts2: swerte yung mga film major may pang gastos sila
blackfox6385: ako nga wala e
rvbauts2: yung iba walang pambayad ng dorm
blackfox6385: sariling hanap
rvbauts2: as in tag hirap 20 pesos a meal
blackfox6385: nyee
blackfox6385: di nga
blackfox6385: kaw ba yan dati? seryoso ha, o situationer lang
rvbauts2: marami talaga man
rvbauts2: ako hinde ok lang ako
blackfox6385: ahhh
blackfox6385: grabe no
rvbauts2: pero yung mga tiga probinsyang malayo sariling kayod dahil di nila kaya yung tuition minsan
rvbauts2: pag nag film sila ubos pera nila 3 meetings lang ng film 110
blackfox6385: honga
blackfox6385: actually me kilala ako sa film e
blackfox6385: bilib ako sa tiyaga
rvbauts2: bakit
blackfox6385: galing probinsya, katulad ko, dahil un ang talgang gusto niya sa buhay, hanap siya paraan para me panggastos siya sa film
rvbauts2: kala ko tiga marikina ka
blackfox6385: di ako galing province ha
blackfox6385: katulad ko na dahil gusto ang film sa buhay…
rvbauts2: ah
blackfox6385: mmali ako ng sentence construction ;))
blackfox6385: :))
blackfox6385: tama na ang lungkot e
blackfox6385: anu balak mo sa career ko ?
blackfox6385: ;))
rvbauts2: ibui build up kitang tv host
rvbauts2: mataas ba self esteem mo?
blackfox6385: cge ba. pag inatake ako ng pagka-hyper pwede
blackfox6385: pero di ako pormal ha
blackfox6385: gaguhan lang din ako ;))
blackfox6385: pwde ba ako tv host?
rvbauts2: i expose natin yang karakas o sa mga indie indie
blackfox6385: sige >:)
rvbauts2: para maging friends mo sila at kunin ka nilang ta-artits
blackfox6385: ng makalabas naman ako sa UP puro dun ako umaarte e
blackfox6385: hehehe
blackfox6385: basta kaw na bumuhay ng career ko :D
blackfox6385: kaw bahala sa mga gusto kumuha sa akin
blackfox6385: :))
rvbauts2: ayuz
blackfox6385: hehehe
blackfox6385: ano balita sa mga alipin mo?
rvbauts2: mga panatiko e. 200 hrs na ayaw pa tumigil
blackfox6385: :)) gusto n ata magtrabaho sa abc5 a
blackfox6385: uy tuloy natin istorya mo ha, sali tayo digitales, hanap ako pera, magmarket ako ;)
blackfox6385: pera din yun e
blackfox6385: tsaka prestige
blackfox6385: :))
rvbauts2: ayos
rvbauts2: split na ko maaga pa ko bukas
blackfox6385: cge
rvbauts2: babu
blackfox6385: oke

WHY?

Thursday, June 8th, 2006

1. WHY do people always remind you that you’re fat?

2. WHY do YOU have to be a goddamn asshole a while ago? Anyways you’re on my death list, and you’re on the TOP!

3. WHY do I feel that I’m wasting my time on what I do now?

4. WHY do I have to love YOU at the same time hate YOU?

5. WHY is my eye sight blurring?

6. WHY do YOU have to be so pathetic?

7. WHY do birds suddenly appear everytime that YOU’RE not here? hehehe

8. WHY do I miss eating at Tokyo Tokyo?

9. WHY is Captain Barbell still on air?

10. WHY am I spending time to type an entry on my blog?